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28 December well well welloh god.. it has really been a while since i last came around..
i was so different !
i donno.. i was checkin' sites and picz and stuff.. and i came across my msn space..
i feel that i wrote those things a really long time ago..
anyways.. i just needed to express myself a bit..
i feel kinda sad or smth..
i donno why..
life sucks.. but at the same time i luv it.. it's beatiful! u have to enjoy every lil bit of it..
i just hate ppl who don't give me a moment of peace.. i hate them!
i wanna relax and sit back.. but of course i can't!
i got 2 prepare 4 eid..
oh yeah.. 3eikom mbarak btw
and then study my stupid exams..
our ministry of education has sm stupidatity "with all due respect"
anyhow.. i donno what i'm nonsense i'm talkin' about now..
i guess i'll just go read some of the sidney sheldon novel..
take care!
and kl 3am wento b5air 29 June so many timesso many times
so many times i thought of u
whispered ur name
held high thoughts of u
over and over again
u were someone so sacred
someone i've known for years
u weren't that much of a perfect
by i respected u in deed
and then u show up
just stabbing me in the heart
u lie, and with new lies u come up
just stop it STOP IT, it's so harsh
and i beg u, i beg u to tell the truth
and u don't.. u don't
it hurt.. hurt like hell.. i am sure
and u lie.. u keep on lieing.. i'm wrong
and when u decide to talk
u say things i didn't need to know
so u talk and even make it harder
i wish i could explain and say it louder
i want to end it.. end it so fast
i can't , my pride is gone
u hurt me, and i'm still aching
u hurt me, i'm bleeding 19 June smth i wrote if i killed u, would u care?
if i burnt u, oh is that wht u prefer?
if i held you so tight, so your breath u can't take
would u shout with my name?
now if i pulled out ur tongue
painted death on it for fun
would u just stare?
oh what if u weren't there?
wht if u appeared to be just a game?
oh yeah, i would play u hard
i would take it then put it back
then take it and throw it away, that's ur heart
i would bleed u, make it real
i'll make you shout and just scream
i'll make u cry, kneel 4 my feet
then u beg for my mercy and i don't response
i laugh i laugh and like dice, u i roll
u cry u cry it's the end, i've got wht i want !!
14 October stop dreamin'sometimes in life..
u do stuff, without realizing..
u wish u didn't do them..
then u realize that wasn't u who did that..
that was ur heart, ur feelings..
u blame ur self..
then blame ur heart..
u just wish u could bring back time..
to do something or undo something else..
but.. too bad, they didn't invent that machine just yet !
u just have to deal with that..
and stop dreaming..
god i hate it !
wish u all the best.. and HB ! 14 September it's life ! hey ppl..
long time no c ha?
was really busy.. sorry !
i just wanted to ask..
why r ppl that afraid of sayin' the truth?
and if someone spoke the trutth, they don't stand up with him.. although they know that it's the truth?
why it is so common in this life to c these stuff?
oh wait a minute.. i guess i said it.. IT IS LIFE !
god.. i'm just a child and i'm talkin' about life?!
what do I know about it?
what do u think? 04 September rules, rules, RULES.. welcome back SCHOOL ! hey ppl
how u doin?
back 2 school again
no time to do anything !
aah.. i really miss that sweet summer i had
as about the school
it's not bad
every teacher she enters... she gives us a hall list of rules !
today.. a teacher.. talked to us for an HOUR about her rules and what she likes and what she doesn't..
i was afraid to move my head.. coz u know.. she might yell at me.. loooolz
u know some teachers are weird..
one of the girls raised her hand to answer a question..
but she answered wrong..
soo.. the teacher made her stand up 'til the end of the class !
and after that.. lolz.. she said : EVERYONE SHOULD ANSWER.. EVEN IF U DON'T KNOW THE ANSWER !!!
loooooolz.. they r weird !
i'm not sayin' all of them
but some of them r !
don't u just agree?!
c ya ! 27 August Updated
how u doin'?
well, it looks like i have edited my space.. i added some picz and all..
well.. i have somethin' to talk about today..
internet, is annoying..
many miss understandings happen while ur online..
u think that u r talkin' to someone u like.. but instead u discover that u r chatting with the most ever hated person..
u r kind of busy, and u tell people that.. but they think that u r being rude to them and u want to have a fight..
u come online, u c an 11 years old kid.. writing (only god knows) what as a nickname..
they come online, curse u, say bad stuff about u.. and they end up saying: i was just joking.. sorry !
u r trying to be creative.. someone comes.. can u please give that thing u made? .. u say know.. they say: how rude.. she didn't give that.. and the next thing u know is that.. they r sensitive towards u.. trying to catch u doin' anything !
u write a poem.. starting with something.. and two days later.. u c the same words that u used but in different sentences in another poem that u didn't write ! I JUST HATE THAT
u r trying to be honest.. they think that u r rude..
well it's not only in the internet world.. it's in the real world also..
i'm really pissed off of all these stuff u know..
but that's the real life.. what am i able to do y3ny ?!
what do u think ?! is that true?
p.s: check my picz and comment please :)
26 August ok ! i know i know
my space needs some major editing in it
i should do all that
there's no need to tell me..
but
i'm not in mood right now
somethin' else i wanted to say
where's everybody?
most of the spaces i checked were last edited on the first of august!
anyways..
c ya later 25 August i just love this sweet creaturehi ppl
it has been a sweet surprise for me
i really loved it..
dear funky_girl.. thaanks a lot
u r soo sweet
soo inocent
i did somethin' which is nothing for u
it doesn't show a bit of my appriciation
 u deserve much more than a card funky girl..
thanks a lot..
and ya.. btw.. this flower is from germany :p 24 August i mean.. who cares ?!hey ppl
how u doin'
well, i just wanted to say.. WHO CARES..
in our daily lives.. people come in and out of our lives..
maybe we don't really care that much..
so why to bother sayin' : i'm goin' for a vacation, i'm back at last !
i mean.. it's not somethin' really important !
i feel like when u say i'm going.. it's like u r sayin'.. please give me attention becoz i'm going and u should wish me luck..
well, maybe it's not really like that.. i mean it's not necessary to be that way.. i really don't think that way..
but even if u said.. bye ppl i'm goin'.. just to notify them.. again.. they DON'T CARE..
especially online.. i think that ppl have already many things to think about other than thinkin' of u and u r gone and all.. !
well i donno.. maybe i'm wrong..
but making a fuss becoz u r goin' or coming doesn't make any sense !
anyways.. since i have said that i am GONE.. i should tell u that i'm BACK.. as abvious as it seems !
and just to let u know about my experience.. there's no place like UAE, like Dubai, Like HOME !!
thanx for ur time ppl.. i appriciate it..
c ya 23 July c ya ! hey ppl
how u doin'?
well.. i just wanted to say..
i will fly away tomorrow enshallah
i don't think that i'll come online much
i'm gonna miss you
bye ppl !  22 July I Miss You, I Miss Themessalam 3aleekom ppl
how u doin' ppl..
well..
i have missed so many ppl in my life..
some special friends..
some family members..
some online friends..
many ppl..
even some ppl that i meet once in a year..
and i wrote this poem yesterday..
i really wrote it .. coz i needed to write..
With a pen of sorrow I write to you Tryin' to find a way to write I Miss You If i started with the letter I, i would be wrong coz it's not just I, it's everything, me, my feelings, my soul If I wrote MISS i would be unfair coz i don't only miss, I hope, I dream, I pray for that day to come and meet you again If i ended my sentence with the word YOU I would be a big sinner coz it's not only you that i miss, things much bigger I miss you, the feeling of beeing with and mostly, YOU remember the days when we used to fight it was sad, but they were moments, right?! moments that when i remember i allow my tears to drop silently oh if you just knew, i would feel much better maybe that much i wouldn't miss you maybe so weak i wouldn't write this poem to you I think there's no sentence describes how i feel but what the heck, let me say i miss you i don't know who wrote that, but i'm sure it's not me it's someoe who doesn't know how to describe how does he feel just another person like me july 21 05
so tell me.. what do u think ?! 21 July hookay !hey ppl //
how u doin'?!
hookay.. i donno what to say..
i don't have much to say today..
so i added some picz..
they're not very good..
but i added them anyways..
i got myself a new stereo couple of days.. and i thought i might share it with u.. lolz
mm.. check the picz for today :p
c ya ppl.. 19 July Two In One ! hey ppl, how u doin'?!
ok, today i have no complainin' to do..
but in the mornin' i wrote somethin', after a design i made yesterday..
so i would like to share it with u ppl..
the design first :
the quote i got from mirmle's space.. i liked it.. lolz.. i really think it's true.. what do U think of the quote?!
and here's the poem..
Sitting alone in the dark
In a corner of pain
Where birds fly in black
leaving sorrow, ignoring rain
black thoughts in my mind
with the relaxing sound of rain
as the sound of the rain grows
my anger grows more again
should i do this, should i do that?
i have already gone mad
when i was sitting alone in the dark
drawing the cave and the birds in my mind
where i was all alone
in that corner of pain
my soul, i'm killing
i'm slowly fading..
wish u enjoyed it.. c ya ! 18 July ?!!yesterday and today..
i've been lookin' a lot into ppl's msn spaces..
i felt like.. Hey, i'm much different!!
they're different ppl, from different nationalities..
they're all creative mashallah..
but personalities.. are sooo different..
some spaces i entered.. i felt shy of them :s
i mean.. they have arabic nationalities, and they have such stuff in their spaces?!
Internet, it's a weird thing..
u discover how blessed u r..
how special u r coz u r not one of them ..!
sorry, i talk a lot..
but i really felt like sayin' it..
take care
c ya ! 17 July Who wants to LAUGH?!essalam 3aleekom ppl
how u doin'?
ok.. it was supposed that i go to germany today
BUT
i donno how, i donno why..
i'm not there :s
i think i'm stayin' in dxb for the next dayz..
it SUX
i feel my life has stopped.. u know.. when u put somethin' in ur mind..
it must happen !
lolz
it really really sux..
imagine.. i said goodbye for everyone !.. my friends.. my forum.. everyone!!
anyways.. i hope that doesn't happen to u ! 15 July Just Happens !It's weird how things happen in your life..
You never thought that those things might happen someday..
u never knew when..
this summer.. many things happened to me, that i never thought that they might even happen.. not even in my dreams or nightmares..
things just happen while the days are passing.. not waiting for anything.. doesn't need anyone's permission..
but the question is.. are we prepared when those things happen?
mostly.. NO..
and something i'm sure that it would happen for each one of us..
and we are not prepared..
DEATH
who's prepared?!
who knows when will this thing happen?
NO ONE !
when we come to think about it.. we really waste our time on nothing..
that's true.. why don't we think of it.. even if we thought of it.. why do we ignore it or do nothing about it..
what i'm trying to say.. anything might happen anyday.. why don't we just prepare for them..
u never know what tomorrow hides..
so take care people..
c ya ! 12 July soo! hi ppl
how u doin'?
i've decided to work this place up a bit..
m..
i miss my school friends.. my best friend.. everyone !
it's still summer
and after all what happened.. i think that it's : so far so good !
rere_112 .. i've missed u too dear :D
i donno.. what else should i say?!
i think that's it..
oh yeah.. enshallah soon.. u'll c some shots i've taken..
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